lonely in my own world...

im not sure whether i still have friends or not... im not sure what feeling i had right now...but im very sure i feel being neglected by my friend... they never ask me anything...didnt they know i always try be beside them..everytime they need me... im always there.. but when i need them.. i cant see them... when i try to call... i got no answer... but after sumtimes they finally pick up.. but asking is there any important thing... they too busy for me... suddenly i felt like im just acquantaince to them...not their best friend... maybe im too stupid to understand what kind of world i stay now... i always got bad dreams... and cant sleep... im too worried if everything happen like b4... im not sure whose the real me.. and im not sure how far they know me... as i know they didnt read my blog thats why im dare enough to write.. after i leave my grandma house... sumthing bad happen..im not sure is that bcoz of me or not... she had to live in dark for a few days...

1 comments:

dream writer said...

who said that non of your friend read your blog heh?? come on, they must have their own reason for every things that they did... kau terlalu bimbangkn diri kau... kau takut keseorgan... kita manusia x mampu ada utk semua org.... disemua tmpt... bukankn pengakhirannya kita juga akan bersendirian... jgn terlalu takut berhadapan dunia...

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