tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-90849377457222606892024-03-04T22:41:46.694-08:00chiyochan canvas of lifelovely time made 4 lovely princess..
bad time made 4 matured princess...chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.comBlogger133125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-13447327592776542402013-03-06T21:23:00.001-08:002013-03-06T21:23:59.814-08:00fool girlim really stupid..now i know why i keep thinking bout that song.. that is what happening now.. i shud stop my heart from loving other guy..i shud know.. they never love me.. they only want me.. but didnt love me.. i can see.. they already have girlfriends, wife, fiance.. but they told lie.. keep saying no.. when i found out they will say.. they lie bcoz they fall in love wif me.. but im really stvpid believe that words.. if they really love me.. they will tell the truth.. but maybe they r right.. if they told me the truth.. they wont have a chance to know me..<br />
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its really hurt now.. everyone keep telling a lie.. i know all my fault.. i shud not believe even its d sweetest lie ever.. i shud not.. i remember how sweet takiya is.. but then he left me.. then bout that psycho guy.. yan... he willing to kill everyone just to own me.. idk.. till kuro said.. cant i have normal boyfriend.. yea.. i tot its gonna b ok.. why all of them keep promise me.. i dont want any promise.. all of u keep breaking that.. u too ariel.. u broke it.. today u said it urself.. how i never understand u.. n u dont want me too.. u can tell from d start.. so it wont hurt me like this..<br />
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why its easy to fall in love.. but hard to get rid it? i really need space.. but i dont want lose u too.. call me whatever u want coz u d one who dont understand us.. u shud know.. when u say love.. its will effect girls heart.. n u cant simply blame me or her coz not understand u.. u know how hard for me to say i love u to a guy? im not like her.. she can say i love u infront other.. she cant repeat it many times.. but i cant.. looks like im tough, brave n strong.. but im not.. im really shy.. but i try to not show it.. i cry every night.. if only u know how hard for me to survive for another day..<br />
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u really mean.. u run away when we start to fight.. is it fun? i know u never love me.. coz u didnt fight for me.. n i know u never broke up wif her.. its all just a lie right? n d most hurt.. u lie saying u miss me n really love me.. coz i really wish this is d last.. im really stvpid keep hunting love.. coz i know my love wont find me.. maybe that idiot already die somewhere.. so i left without love..<br />
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everyone always said.. u lucky coz have pretty face.. but they dont know.. ppl wif beauty face hard to find true love.. coz everyone only love their face.. everyone keep saying.. u lucky coz born in rich family.. but they dont know rich kids cant have true friend n love.. coz almost everyone hunting for their money.. and everyone keep saying.. u lucky coz u popular.. but they dont know.. many ppl will envy n jealous if u popular.. n they will make anything to see u down..<br />
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lately i got problem wif my mind.. i always forgot everything.. and today i dream.. kuro have boyfriend n will get married.. she looks diff.. n more soft.. but im jealous n try to steal her bf.. coz i dont want that guy take her away.. but that guy ignore me.. n kuro still think im nice.. in my dreams.. im really bad.. coz try to end my bff relationship.. what happen if kuro married n forget bout me? please stay.. i dont know whom shud i rely on when ur not aroundchiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-62361973264437931702013-03-06T20:49:00.000-08:002013-03-06T20:49:03.994-08:003 march 2013yesterday i hang out wif kuro, her mom n her sis.. then me n kuro go karaoke.. i really sing it loud.. coz too stress.. my grandma sick.. more worse than b4.. but im drunk coz nescafe + milo = neslo.. really tired now n want sleep.. but i cant coz ariel really make me hurts..<br />
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he said he love me.. he said he dont want lose me... but all thats just a lie.. he wif his gf.. he said ex.. but all those girls admit they r ariel gf.. stop telling a lie.. i told u many times.. please stop telling a lie.. yea coz im stvpid right? u call me stvpid.. i admit that for sum1 who dont even know me.. if im categorized as stvpid.. then other ppl are d most dumb n foolish person? is that so?<br />
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is it really fun playing wif my heart? well i might b stvpid.. but i have heart too.. u keep promise... but i know u just say it.. u didnt mean it... i keep type n delete.. looks like i lost my words..chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-11064917905634792422013-03-02T10:21:00.000-08:002013-03-02T10:21:16.600-08:00today my bro mad coz his game.. and im really stress.. so i just said to ariel.. im not in mood.. need space.. but we start to fight.. and then im so stress.. so i do stvpid things.. but ariel kill me non stop.. im really mad.. he say im pissed him.. n really annoying him... he call me stvpid.. selfish.. yea.. ur lover CHARM sure happy read that..<br />
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i already say sorry but u keep mad at me.. hey u know what? we really not meant together.. i think so.. coz u cant answer me.. my simple question.. "IS THIS D END?" im too stvpid to understand it.. so what if im crying now?u only can pretend like u care n love.. but u dont know anything.. kuro!!! please.. lets go out tomorrow.. i really need to release tension.. but i dont think i can karaoke after all this.. u know.. ariel love music too..<br />
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hey.... u already end it right? u delete me.. that enuff to say u end all this.. and our country will set war? u know ur ppl killing 2 vat police malaysia.. u know my dad really busy coz that.. im not racist.. but my parents really mad bout that.. my dad say really hard to train commando.. but they dont know too.. i really mean it when i told them bout u..<br />
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but too hard... my head really hurt..feel so heavy.. what will happen next? will this end like this? please tell me.. dont ask me.. im too stvpid to answer that.. i need answer.. KURO!! help me.. i know u will mad at me n say " told u, dont fall in love wif that guy! but how many times i said that u wont hear" yea.. but please atleast just said that word.. i know i wont hear u.. but ur words will effect me.. atleast i know.. sum1 still beside me no matter what happen.. no matter what my past.. no matter what my future.. u promise that right kuro? i only have u.. who know every part of my life.. i wish i can tell others.. but im too afraid..<br />
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why my heart feel so hurt? mom.. im sorry.. love u mom.. i wish i can hug u now mom.. tok.. please keep eat ur medicine.. >_<chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-75111393730903672472013-02-28T14:22:00.001-08:002013-02-28T14:22:29.290-08:00im really tired now.. wake up in d morning.. then go to workshop check out my granpa car.. then visit my grandma.. n send toksu back.. yea..then when reach home.. ariel keep mad n sulking wif me.. n qbayy didnt online..<br />
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when i visit toksu house.. its really hurt me.. see this hen didnt go wif other.. still sitting there.. didnt move.. didnt eat almost a month.. i know coz it didnt move.. n when we move it, it will cry n mad.. losing all her egg sure its really painful.. see other hen wif their kids... then we do bbq.. many cats try to steal it.. >_< wew.. wait there.. still hot.. after that taking bath at river..<br />
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but maybe too tired.. i didnt enjoy like b4.. keep sleeping in car.. n when reach home i open my id just to see him.. but nothing.. ariel keep say im wif qbayy.. hey.. he didnt online.. n he say i always wif qbayy when hes not around.. am i? ok im sorry i lie.. i love qbayy too maybe..but coz he already married.. i start to avoid him n try not to see that.. i know it will hurt d one who near me.. but its too hard.. i really want ariel in same time.. coz i fall in love wif him at first.. b4 i know his game..<br />
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he said hes hurt coz me.. then im more hurt wif his game.. okay let me tell u.. UR EX at ur fb relationship? wow.. so close u r still can call each other baby.. n can say both of u will get married.. then ur charm..she still say both of u will get married soon.. wow.. how many girls u gonna married now? i tot u said in ur country only allow u to marry wif 1 girl.. and u said if u can marry 4 u still dont want right? now whos really hurt? me or u? its really mean..<br />
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i told u.. 1 step will change everything.. 1 step u flirt me.. u know u will lose ur 2 gf.. maybe u got more.. n 1 step more u really melt my heart.. but not anymore.. u keep hurt me.. i really miss that old time..when everyone just stranger.. n i cant remember who they r..<br />
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im sorry my dear.. but like other said.. we cant b together.. how can i make ur wife sad? if im hurt by knowing other ppl wif my lover.. how she feel when know his husband cheat on her? its really stressed me out.. why i cant get normal relationship.. when theres no fighting.. no tri-love.. im not pretty like other girls.. im not kind like others.. why all of u need to say love me.. im not wishing for that.. i just want sum1 that will love me till im die.. sum1 that will take care of me n we will grow old together.. sum1 that always make me calm.. really tired now..chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-54339815029051162592013-02-27T01:41:00.002-08:002013-02-27T01:41:42.990-08:00stressssstop it.. idiot qbayy.. keep playing my char yesterday said i love u qbayy.. hey thats not me.. i didnt say that.. stop it.. its not a joke.. im really afraid this will turn more bad.. ariel.. dont misunderstand wif me.. stop sulking.. i didnt mean anything.. waaaaaaaaaaa i just wanna shout now.. please anyone.. just kill me..<br />
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mmy neighbour kill himself last night.. coz he fough wif his wife n then his wife run from home.. n he kill himself.. -_- indian.. forget it..<br />
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hey my idiot prince.. please c0me fast.. my heart already full of scars n wound..stars.. im wishing HE is my prince.. i cant promise him 100 babies like he want.. but i will grow old wif him.. i cant promise ill b angel for him.. but he will always b my beast... i really think my beast will come for me even im not belle.. hey u promise will come for me.. n we will get married.. or is that just a lie? im tired hear that.. but when u say that i keep hoping for that.. i keep dreaming u this 3 days... every night i dream bout u..so weird..<br />
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n i keep writting n typing coz u.. i really want u now.. i hope i can ignore u n forget u.. but too hard..chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-8576060804369881952013-02-26T05:48:00.005-08:002013-02-26T05:48:57.418-08:00title pleaseits really hard to take care everyone heart.. yea im crying now.. i cant lie my canvas..my ex keep calling but i didnt answer.. mrB calling too.. but i didnt answer it too.. n now.. ariel jealous wif qbayy again.. i saw him wif his LOVER... n ariel saw me wif qbayy.. all too complicated.. im really stress.. wif 2 indo ppl in game so fanatic n creating war.. im not saying bout country.. but this 2 ppl.. coz even indo ppl in this game hate them.. thats mean they really have soul problem.. n think i said bad things bout them when i said, go pray now coz ive done n im more calm n didnt mad like crazy ppl.. wew.. i know when im mad really like crazy ppl.. shouting alone.. so im just asking that..<br />
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but d most funny things they call everyone dogs n idiot.. but actually they r d idiot.. coz they cant understand english.. n shouting alone when no one answer.. silly right?<br />
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waaaaaaaaa... please smile.. my heart.. please dont beat like this.. its really hurt.. grrr.. dont love him or any guy now.. please heart listen to me.. u avoid qbayy b4 coz he married.. so its not possible to avoid ariel.. soon he will marry his girl.. please wake up.. theres no love for me.. maybe got.. but maybe he already die.. coz till now he didnt spawn yet.. only that i can think..wew.. i just recover.. now my fever back again.. feel dizzy..<br />
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atleast i never lie like u ariel.. when i saw u wif ur spouse at fb.. u said she just ex.. but she said she is ur gf.. when u say u duno she change ur fb cover n dp.. i know u lie.. coz u like that pic n she comment it.. if she change it.. she wont talking wif herself there.. n when u say u love me i know thats not true.. coz if u love me.. u wont treat me like this.. u duno bout me too.. i saw u happy wif ur 2 gf there.. so u dont need 3rd gf or u will b more troubled..coz im d trouble maker..<br />
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what wif my heart? its not important.. coz i believe 1 day.. my prince will come n take me away from all this.. even 10000 girls flirting he will said im d only one.. i believe that.. feel like ive heard it b4... but not from my prince.. ariel used to said that.. but only 1 time.. n im sure his girl didnt online that time.. nvm.. ill search sum1 who willing to do that for me.. n ill wait d guy who really sincere n honest wif me.. n sum1 who didnt love me coz my face.. im tired wif all compliment.. always bout my appearance.. not my inner..<br />
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in this time i really cant think anything except qbayy words.. find sum1 in my real life who will bring happiness.. n ariel shud thanks to qbayy.. if qbayy didnt scold me.. ariel wont have a chance to b wif me.. even just for short time.. thats girl heart.. if u throw it n other ppl take it n take care.. u will lose that heart.. n maybe sum1 will take my heart.. for sure i dont want sum1 from my past.. coz they already dissapoint me..<br />
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if i can choose.. i just want <b><span style="color: #8e7cc3;">honest</span></b> guy that will <b><span style="color: #ea9999;">love</span></b> me n <b><span style="color: #e69138;">take care</span></b> me till my <b><span style="color: #93c47d;">last breath</span></b>.. he will <span style="color: #a64d79;"><b>patience</b></span> when im <b><span style="color: #cc0000;">mad</span></b>.. n he will <b><span style="color: yellow;">never leave</span></b> me.. he will <b><span style="color: #76a5af;">comfort</span></b> me when im <span style="color: #38761d;"><b>cry</b>.</span>. n he will b my <b><span style="color: #7f6000;">imam</span></b> n <b><span style="color: #45818e;">guidance</span></b>.. is it too much?chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-39319617137730608912013-02-24T12:53:00.001-08:002013-02-24T12:53:48.008-08:00fakefeel so cold tonight.. i cant sleep anymore.. its really hurt me.. how stvpid i am.. i shud stop believing what guy promise.. this joke is d worse thing happen to me.. qbayy right i shud not easily believe in others.. but he hurt me first.. now ariel.. yea thats ur ex... so sweet u can hug n kiss her.. share same ring.. now u set all ur fb full of ur photo wif her.. thx b4.. im off my skype now..<br />
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dont worry.. ill forget all this soon.. i told u.. im used to it.. no guys sincere n honest wif me... u know why i never say i love u to any guy? coz this will happen.. d love have lose its meaning.. u regret know d real me? yea.. im more crazy than u know.. n FYI im more regret knowing u.. if i know u will keep telling a lie.. i will stay away from u.. u really idiot.. u hate me call that? but thats what u looks like.. u dont know d meaning of love.. its not just to have fun n make love.. but trust and loyal to each other..<br />
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if u love me u wont do that...<br />
if u love me u wont cheat on me..<br />
if u love me u will never accused me..<br />
if u love me u will never doubt me..<br />
if u love me u wont hurt me..<br />
if u love me u wont say u will leave me..<br />
unless tomorrow is d end of ur life...<br />
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(feel more irrittating.. bro can u go away n stop asking me? n stop making sound when u eat..)<br />
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really stress n tired now..... hey? why all guy i met n know keep cheating on me? sometimes i feel better didnt get married coz guy never honest when wif me... (stop it bro.. dont mess wif me now) lazy to type coz my bro.. but for u ariel arandia.. thx 4 ur fake love..chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-89143398224444801112013-02-23T07:22:00.001-08:002013-02-23T07:22:21.866-08:00bad bad dayreally stress.. everything not smooth today.. keep fight wif all of them.. first my friend kitkat.. i fight wif him coz he cheat me n say bad things till hurt me.. then everyone really annoying me.. n ariel accuse me say he saw me wif qbayy sitting together.. grrr.. he really make me mad.. n qbayy.. he shud reject my team invitation if he already do.. waste all.. grrrrrrrrr.... now i really hate them..<br />
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ok i know my fault.. bout qbayy yes its my fault.. but others problem all start from them.. well i told u its normal if im act like small kid but not all of u.. i admit im still small.. not like u.. already almost 13.,. still fighting wif kids like me.. grrrrrrrrrrr...<br />
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and my mom.. she really addict to bowling now.. maybe thats good.. atleast she got sumthng to do other than sleep n driving.. better that way.. me? well.. who say i dont have activity.. mine better.. everyday i chat n typing.. but lately i feel its like b4.. im sick again.. i dont know why.. but i realize sumthng.. im skinny than b4.. yea ao said i look more fad coz she didnt see me for a long time.. but daidai n ao bro said im more slim now.. actually my face too.. not chubby like b4.. im blood vomit again.. hmmm.. actually i already know why this happen.. but i duno why its hard for me to accept that.. its from my mom.. my illness from my mom..<br />
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my blood not like others.. n ive got lungs problem.. its hard to tell u this.. coz i actually dont understand what its mean.. i dont want to hear what they said that time.. coz it make me feel how useless i am.. cant protect myself.. normal if im faint.. normal if anythings happen.. lately i almost faint n shaking everytime i sad o mad... b4 only shaking.. if i mad i will faint... if i cry my head feel almost explode...<br />
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this blog already like my diary... but diary that i dont tell others d bad most bad things happen to me.. n d most big sin i ever do... am i pretender? pretend to b angel.. n pretend like no one try to kill me.. they do more bad than killing me;.. n i do more bad things than killing others..chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-20126379466553211622013-02-21T19:56:00.002-08:002013-02-21T19:56:38.597-08:00grrrrr grrrr... my teeth.. >_< baru nak dewasa chi ni.. hehe.. kenapa? alkisahnye camni.. beberapa bulan lepas tumbuh gigi bongsu atas dah 2.. ok cool... now dari semalam sakit gile sebab gigi bawah plak tumbuh.. yang tergendala..ni sebab makan kacang la ni... dah effect.. pasni xmo makan yang keras2..<br />
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owh yea.. we didnt skype yesterday.. shud i write his name? not good calling him a clone.. maybe he looks almost like taeyang.. but a bit diff.. only his serious face looks same.. btw.. his name Ariel.. i cant tell his real name here =P how if he type his name n found this.. >__< but yesterday he pm me.. he said he love me so much.. he even told it at world chat.. do u think he know my blog? waaaaa... ( my teeth still hurts.. brrr)<br />
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quite difficult actually.. all my fault.. i shud not fall in love so easily... i cant resist sweet words n its trap me in this condition.. always.. but i know.. ariel bit hurt reading what i post to fb... if u dont love her.. dontsay u love her n if u cant keep promise dont make a promise.. wew.. but at fortuna he still kidding.. he said he want 100 babies... im not babies factory.. grrr... then he said please give 3 babies that have same eyes wif him... >__< OME~~~ what shud i do... i know thats normal words.. but it really effect my heart..<br />
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why almost every guy i met love sweet talking.. but ariel.. he keep calling me princess n d only one said im matured.. see.. im not kids.. wew.. my heart cant stop thinking this lyrics.. "<i>Dont wanna break ur heart.. wanna give ur heart a break.."</i> what shud i do? brrrr... idk why this happen.. grrrr... nvm.. tell more later..chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-33606646837755263492013-02-21T01:49:00.000-08:002013-02-21T01:49:33.358-08:00ceritera belantara (kuro la ni.. versi 1)chiyo ~ <span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">alkisah</span><br />
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chibi ~ <span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">ramai binatang yang hadir meraikan</span> <span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">pada suatu hari..</span></div>
chiyo ~<span style="color: #333333; font-family: lucida grande, tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"> </span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">sang kancil telah lahir kedunia</span><br />
chibi ~<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"> </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">ramai binatang yang hadir meraikan</span><br />
chiyo~ <span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">semua tertanya2 nama anak kancil itu.. </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">ibunya memberi nama kuro</span><br />
chibi ~ <span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">sang kancil membesar menjadi kancil yang bijaksana</span><br />
chiyo ~ <span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">sedang dia membesar </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">dia terjumpa arnab putih bermata merah</span><br />
chibi ~ <span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">arnab itu bernama shiro.. </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">setiap hari mereka bermain bersama di dalam hutan</span><br />
chiyo ~ <span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">satu hari shiro diburu pemburu haram </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;">nak dibuat sate arnab</span><br />
chibi ~ <span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">hampir sahaja pemburu itu menangkap shiro, seekor musang muncul menyelamatkan shiro</span><br />
chiyo ~ <span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">musang tu gigit kaki pemburu..</span><br />
chibi ~ <span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">shiro segera melarikan diri ke dalam semak</span><br />
chiyo ~ <span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">shiro pun menceritakan segalanya kepada kuro</span><br />
chibi ~ <span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">kuro pada masa itu sedang sibuk menjamah selera,.. </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">tiba-tiba musang yang telah menyelamatkan shiro tadi muncul</span><br />
chiyo ~ <span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">shiro dan kuro menjerit ketakutan... </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">"kuro cepat la fikir nak buat apa" arah shiro</span><br />
chibi ~ <span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">"larilah nak abuat ape lagi.." jwb kuro</span><br />
chiyo ~ <span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">wuaaaa..... </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">tiba2 musang berkata2.. "</span><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">woi.. aku bukan nak makan korang </span><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">ingat sedap sangat macam ayam KFC?" </span><br />
chibi <span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~ </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">kuro ckp " tau pulak rse ayam kfc mcm mne.."</span><br />
chiyo <span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~ </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">"aku kan selalu curi ayam pakcik kfc.. makan ayam mentah sakit perut nanti" balas musang</span><br />
chibi <span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~ </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">"jadi ko nk ape dtg sini?" tanye kuro pada musang</span><br />
chiyo <span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~ </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">"arnab tu belum bagi hadiah selamatkan dia. aku nak tuntut hadiah"</span><br />
chibi <span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~ </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">"hadiah ape ko nk bg?" tanye kuro pada shiro</span><br />
chiyo <span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~ </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">"bukan aku yang bagi! aku nak hadiah dari korang berdua" sampuk musang</span><br />
chibi <span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~ </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">"sape kte ko yg bg musang? aku tanye shiro die nk bg ape kt ko,.." kate kuro..</span><br />
chiyo <span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~ </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">"errr... shiro tak ada duit.. boleh tak shiro tawarkan persahabatan?"</span><br />
chibi<span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~</span>chiyo<span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~</span>chibi<span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~</span>chiyo<span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~</span>chibi<span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~</span>chiyo<span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~</span>chibi<span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~</span>chiyo<span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~</span>chibi<span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~</span><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~</span><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~</span><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~</span><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 10.909090995788574px; line-height: 12.727272033691406px; white-space: pre-wrap;">~ (ok tergendala punya lama.. biar chiyo sambung >_<)</span><br />
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<span style="color: #333333; font-family: lucida grande, tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 12.71875px; white-space: pre-wrap;">"apa aku dapat kalau bersahabat dengan korang?" tanya musang acuh tak acuh..</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #333333; font-family: lucida grande, tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 12.71875px; white-space: pre-wrap;">"kau tak akan kesunyian lagi.." balas Shiro..</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #333333; font-family: lucida grande, tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 12.71875px; white-space: pre-wrap;">musang berfikir sejenak.. ya dia memang sunyi.. cuma ditemani kakak si musang..</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #333333; font-family: lucida grande, tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 12.71875px; white-space: pre-wrap;">"nama aku ao" musang menghulurkan tangannya..</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #333333; font-family: lucida grande, tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 12.71875px; white-space: pre-wrap;">"aku kuro, ni shiro" balas kuro..</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #333333; font-family: lucida grande, tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 12.71875px; white-space: pre-wrap;">"AOOOOOO.... AOOOOO... balik la kak ngah.." terdengar suara yang mendayu2 ala2 siti nurhaliza..</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #333333; font-family: lucida grande, tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 12.71875px; white-space: pre-wrap;">"kak.. ao dekat sini.. kenalkan ni kawan angah shiro dengan kuro" ao tersenyum riang..</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #333333; font-family: lucida grande, tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 12.71875px; white-space: pre-wrap;">tapi tidak kuro dan shiro.. mereka peluk ketakutan.. tak mustahil mereka akan dimakan.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #333333; font-family: lucida grande, tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 12.71875px; white-space: pre-wrap;">"woii! apsal korang ni? aku aka.. kakak ao.." aka sedar mereka takut melihatnya..</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #333333; font-family: lucida grande, tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 11px; line-height: 12.71875px; white-space: pre-wrap;">sejak dari hari tu mereka sentiasa bersama.. kadang2 mencuri ayam pakcik KFC juga bersama2.. almaklum la haiwan mane ade duit nak beli.. XD</span></span><br />
TO BE CONTINUED... (cik kuro tolong sambung.. aye tak bersalah =P)chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-42899117283755172592013-02-21T01:28:00.000-08:002013-02-21T01:53:16.163-08:00dont readwaaaaa.. really miss my blog... i never forget my blog.. but qbayy already found my blog.. by typing my name at google.. i cant b honest now..but lately we dont talk much.. he busy wif his work n i try to forget my feeling towards him by skyping sum1 looks like taeyang.. at first he really good friend.. but his gf jealous.. n he said they already broke up.. n i think he lie.. if he really broke up.. that girl wont always b beside him.. n not only that girl.. i think he have 1 more girl that he really love.. he said her ex too but now his friend.. why a friend will say "i love u so much" wif sweet calling..?yea he say he love me.. but he said to that girl he love her so much..<br />
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he said he will graduate either march or october n will come here for me.. i think he lie too.. coz got 1 time he said.. but dont put too much hope.. idk.. i just think he keep to many secret wif me.. n by telling in his country they only allowed to have 1 wife.. i told him im islam n islam let guy have 4 wife.. n he said he wont do that.. idk but he keep promise... so i told him i dont like promise.. dont promise if he cant keep it.. or it will only hurt me later.. but we gone too far now.. but he always sad when im wiff qbayy.. he still lost to qbayy.. coz i keep say no to him n wait qbayy.. but qbayy never believe me.. he even mad at me n say im flirting all guy..<br />
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i wonder how qbayy life now.. is it better without me? after all.. i cant force this.. my grandpa sis call my mom last night.. she so excited want match me wif some guy she know.. grrrr... i dont want!!! please search for ur grandchild >_< i know man love to enjoy.. but they more older than me.. dont ask me first.. i know i really wanna get married b4.. but not anymore..<br />
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mrB? its already long time i didnt contact him.. let he think whatever he want.. my ex gone crazy.. he msg my fb.. he will kill all my boyfriend.. n he keep talk bad bout me.. he said i go out wif many guys.. but my dad laugh.. coz i never go out anywhere except wif my family or kuro.. or he blind till see kuro like a boy? wow.. a boy wif shawl...<br />
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i dont mind bout them.. coz i dont care anymore.. even he msg bout his marriage.. so what? why u mad when u say wont disturb me n then disturb again? gosh.. if i didnt reply mean its not important.. just like i said b4.. stay back from my friend n sis.. dont u ever dare to touch them..<br />
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my hearts.. my feelings... i really hate this.. qbayy please dont read my blog.. i wish i can write all this without hiding any feelings.. n taeyang clone.. sorry keep hurting u.. sorry im not like other girls.. remember first skype? u so nervous but u want skype me.. then u too excited n show me all ur house.. u show me ur bro too... n u show keyboard n say want play music for me using keyboard or guitar.. then i laugh.. i said.. "using broom or guitar.." then he laugh.. his broom on d keyboard.. he so nervous at first.. but 2nd day he change to normal.. he not shy like b4.. he even sing for me using his guitar.. then he talk many things bout him.. he also create sweet words for me..<br />
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n sometime he use his blanket n cover his head just like wear hijab.. >__< wew.. but lately we keep talking serious things n i hate that.. serious topics always change me.. hard to see his smile too.. he didnt smile like first i see him.. he didnt laugh like b4.. mybe he start to stress wif me.. hey forgive me.. coz i only remember u now.. u d one who keep pm me n say good things to me... everytime ppl pick up fight wif me n qbayy mad at me... yea.. i shud not interfere bout his relationship.. he can lie to me.. he can say he love me.. but im no one.. why shud sum1 like him fall in love wif me? his life so perfect there.. n i just want to see everyone happy.. im really ok.. dont think too much.. n sorry i have bad fever this 2 days.. n keep sleeping while chat wif u.. i didnt mean it.. but this is me.. i have weak body... wif too much illness.. u shud not love me.. or u will regret.. but u shud not avoid me too... i still wanna b ur friend.. n i really miss u n really love u.. sorrychiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-71677927592281191182013-01-23T12:37:00.002-08:002013-01-23T12:37:54.694-08:00i HaTe uI know u will say its normal for me.. coz u dont know me.. easy to hate people n easy to like people...but if u annoying me.. sorry.. thats mean no forgiveness...nice to me.. im nice to u.. once u mess wif me.. u pay for it..this is NOT a JOKE... lately im not myself.. what happen awhile ago? its hurt my head.. please kill me... lately im more sensitive.. even small things i will cry.. why im so weak now? hey.. since when i care who left out from my heart.. let him go.. i shud not let myself down...<br />
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enuff what happen b4.. n stop using his name... its really hurts.. he mad at me am i stupid.. yea.. im really stupid coz can fall in love wif sum1 like him.. that doesnt know im not like other girls.. like other said.. easy to use me.. easy hurt me.. easy to make me down...<br />
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i tot we really happy b4.. calling each other.. everynight im waiting even i said no.. then last night u didnt call me.. n today u ignore me.. maybe better that way.. just stay away from me.. or i would do stupid things.. yea sumthng like suicide... shud i kill myself? im really tired.. n afraid killing myself.. im not afraid of my life.. im afraid coz i dont know my next world.. n im afraid i cant step d heaven..<br />
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he keep blaming me without know... im already shaking.. im almost faint.. he only think himself.. his friend sick.. fine go ahead.. but u dont know.. im really tired now.. looks normal.. but im blood vomit..sometimes i cant breathe.. sometimes im shaking... my head feel so heavy n spinning... i dont know whats wrong wif me.. u never see me like other girls.. u so mean to me.. but not other girls...u more soft when talking wif them... n for u our age really got gap.. is it problem if u old 7years than me? well hello.. u ever heard many ppl nowadays married wif sum1 10-30years gap.. n sumtimes that lady more old.. n for us its normal..<br />
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yea i know what u wanna said.. just ignore me.. sure u can choose anyone around d world.. im nobody to u.. like i did to other guy.. im deserve it coz i broke too many heart coz u.. why im so hard.. just accept any guy.. all of them waiting for my answer.. if i keep like this.. i will lose my chance..<br />
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am i really looks bad at ur eyes? let me b evil then..<br />
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really tired now... almost faint.. i hope he will never know d truth.. ^__^ anything could happen.. i wont die easily.. no one n no result said i will die.. im just weak right? just coz i stop taking medicine? im sure im ok.. 2 times i sleep while typing now.. >_< i dream seeing my own heart.. maybe.. but its weird.. more light.. what i said fire? sakit kepala... n thx to holy coz help me check how it charged calling from here to other country... sure u will jealous righ mr DEER? i hate u...chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-70711067902251939072012-12-19T18:18:00.002-08:002012-12-19T18:18:43.958-08:00 LOSTim so bad.. only remember my blog when didnt play game.. yea.. i try to quit back..why? coz theres sum1 that i really love but.... its a forbidden love.. i know im bad.. just think whatever u want.. he already married n have a son.. n his friend said his wife so pretty.. before he propose me infront his friend.. but i know it just a joke.. but its really hurt.. yea.. love not only words.. love not only spend time together.. but love... we need to sacrifice to get love.. i dont know when he said im d only one can make him cry n he think he do love me joke o thats his feeling..<br />
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i remember first i tot he is a girl.. coz his char in game girl... but then he is a boy.. n a bit annoying coz keep ask many things.. n he always talk how great he is.. yea.. that was before.. dear.. can u treat me like im d only one.. n im your princess for only 1 day?? i hate it when see u talk wif other girls politely.. but when wif me.. we keep mad at each other n end up wif fighting all over..<br />
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remember when u write my fb status at world chat?? again n again, over n over... yea.. love that kind of words.. i didnt use formal english like others.. its too weird if u talk like in book... dont have expression.. thats y i like chat wif karen n charm.. they use english like me.. so easy to talk..<br />
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u know when i ask u fight wif me.. n i didnt attack u coz even it just a game.. i still cant kill u.. its hard to fight wif my own feeling.. i dont want see ur blood nor ur dead.. i would rather die than killing u.. thats why i ask u to kill me.. end all my suffer... too many people say love till i dont know which is true love.. but u.. u never told me but i dont know why i waiting for u.. n u said ur wife same like me... always sulking.. easy to get jealous n really love u.. im too slow to hide my own feelings.. everyone can see how much i love u.. i hate when got girl just like me... coz she always hurt herself.. please dont say anything bout her.. its make me more miserable.. im really bad<br />
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MrB call me past few days.. he said dont leave him.. n his condition worse lately.. am i bad?? since he know me few months ago.. he start to sick... im not d kind woman which u call angel.. n im not pretty like angel.. u can get anyone u like.. many girls hunting u.. why must me.. please dont say love me anymore.. i dont want anyone hurt.. im not deserved for anyone.. i just need a guy that never threat me wif stupid thing... never touch me even my hands (MrB never touch me.. ) never think im really2 bad.. n never mad at me.. slowtalk i mean.. d one who never say im bad luck.. itd not like i wish everyone around me su wei.. yea.. got guy say im bring bad luck.. but if thats true.. why my friend still get their happiness??<br />
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almost forgot.. gratzz to my beloved sis.. she already enggaged.. cant wait d wedd.. =3 seeing her smile make me happy.. n that guy sweet too.. when first storm do their work.. d first thing i see.. he looks at my sis wif a smile.. but my sis didnt notice it.. coz we know sis afraid wif thunder...chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-78256510225864757782012-12-04T19:54:00.000-08:002012-12-04T19:54:18.071-08:00dumb girllong time didnt update any story.. why my title like that? coz thats me.. how stupid i am... before as u know i play MMORPG..then already quit 2weeks ago.. last night my bro ask to play while he in other guild.. qbayy try to pursue me.. coz today we will merge again.. today S20-S21 will merge wif us S22-S23..<br />
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but last night bcoz of my stupid react.. everyone know i really love him.. im too shock.. all this while he never told me.. he already married n got son.. i dont know why suddenly feel so hurt.. he should tell me earlier.. all his fault.. pleaase tell me all his fault!!! he already know i fall in love wif him.. he should tell me earlier.. not keep using love words till i really cant b helped.. yea.. i love him n all his love word.. saying that he found a girl that he need... but all thats just a lie.. he really trick me..<br />
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he said thats d only way to get know me better.. to help me.. but thats not solution.. thats disaster.. yea i know before im too negative.. but when he beside me.. he turn my world.. now i know why he keep asking me search the right guy in my real world.. he cant bear seeing me cry when i already found out all this.. i check his pic.. why im so stupid.. didnt notice that ring..<br />
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he a bit mad when he ask me doing what, i said flirting wif peys.. he doesnt like me wif peys o lhei.. but he keep asking me to find anyone.. its all his fault.. why he said yes when i ask.. he should say no.. jas told me.. im too good to b mistress... so just forget him.. but i cant.. i really did... i did fall in love.. u all i need.. he doesnt know.. yea.. i know that come from our fav song.. just change it a bit..<br />
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wuaaaa.. im so shy now.. everyone pm me dont b sad.. must b charm told everyone i love him.. now i know who d only one he told i love u.. why its so hard? hes not too good.. plus many guys will do anything for me... why im always like this.. please dont say u love me when ur not.. please dont talk like u my lover.. but let me call u my pet.. n im still ur "MY DEAR"... maybe its hurt.. but i cant bear seeing u wif anyone else.. so let me keep this feeling till i found my new sum1... today merge.. plus peys said will buy capsule gender.. n myth say but break up pledge.. so i should think forward.. many guy will do anything..<br />
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asssss... dont ask me.. n all.. sorry lagi galau.. erk.. galau is bahasa indo.. i learn it from him.. so please.. im still malaysia.. just im too great.. can use many language.. philipines also can try.. got many friend there.. =3 they still human.. no need to say that country bad, that country nice.. coz thats our country.. everyone see our country bad coz ppl in that country.. so please dont start a war.. coz i fall in love wif ur ppl from ur country.. but bcoz of some ppl that keep mention different.. we cant b together.. is it important whether u malay, china, india, indo, philipines? is it important if u rich o poor? dont have car, dont have house..? ok better stop.. u wont read all this.. i know..<span id="goog_1693929618"></span><span id="goog_1693929619"></span>chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-39329202148721351952012-11-16T11:00:00.002-08:002012-11-16T11:00:48.981-08:00stupid feelingsuch a long time didnt update my blog.. all coz busy playing MMORPG.. geez.. im back to online game... what game? Crystal legacy.. yea.. at first i join only few ppl from my country.. n most conquered by indo player.. they keep donate money.. till b strong..<br />
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then said wanna stop but keep playing.. n i start to forget my real life.. n i know.. i fall in love again.. why i always like this.. easy fall in love.. his char still a girl.. but he never understand me... i dont need anything.. i just want he see me d only one.. is it hard? i know.. it just a game.. before got player ask me date i used to say, this just a game.. dont b serious..but now im d one who feel like dummy..<br />
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i feel alone now... no friends.. no more lovers.. yan propose me before.. but i reject him.. am i stupid? i always want but why i reject him? its weird.. im not d one i used to b.. i already forget what d meaning of life.. just wanna die.. im too weak to move alone.. hey remember when a moon cry.. stars will come n wipe moon tears? but i didnt see that star.. maybe im lost at d end of world.. which no stars.. which no living things...<br />
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my heart.. its hurt back.. just like when joey say he love me.. why its always like this.. is it really hurt when someone take ur heart away? i dont know.. why keep saying love.. i cant reply all of u.. i cant chose... yea.. lately peys nice to me.. i remember first we met his pet kill me.. then i said want quit.. i thought hes a girl.. he actually a nice guy.. since that day.. he keep saying "shiro cinta hati peys" ya.. i like that words.. sweet.. but i cant say no to qbayy.. even just in game.. i know i like him..yesterday he ask me.. whether i love him o not.. like usual i said.. no this just a game.. but i like all.. then he start sulking.. yea i lie.. i like him more.. but i hate this feelings...<br />
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tonite? yea me fight wif qbayy again.. this time coz i got stupid bro! i hate all of them.. they leave me.. nevermind.. i know im strong.. i can do alone.. im not crying,,im just too tired..but i really mean it.. i love u my dear.. but youre not mine.. n im not urs..n we got diff country too.... my friend wont allow me dear.. i really love u..chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-70387246943933513842012-10-05T20:38:00.001-07:002012-10-05T20:38:36.130-07:00a week~~i dont know whether all realize that im not posting anything... n why only now im update.. yea.. im enjoying my new game..n my new life.. but only a week.. hmmm... im glad that they r my friend.. even when im being bullied by others.. they come to save me... which one i should story first??<br />
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first im playing.. i dont know any1.. n im scared of them... 2nd day deadmen n lhei keep flirting me.. 3rd day qbayy flirt wif me too.. but his characters is a girl.. OME~also got babycee, charmaine, bohsiakampong, uchiha, k4k4shi, basarasengoku, killer7, theMyth, rainman, umbrella... n also izanagi @ enlil.. i didnt mad at u dear even u kill me.. i mean it.. ^__^ i really miss u guys.. killer7 sing for me shirobella. XD u know that song?? dia.. shirobella.. lambang cinta.. yg lara.. terpisah kerana adat yang berbeza,.. yaa.. we got different adat n country.. but we still unite.. all of them got malaysian, indonesian, philipines..... n argentina... my cute fer (izanagi)...<br />
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qbayy first.. he said he play female char.. coz everyone will help female char.. =__= n he never know will fall in love wif me... now he regret.. he can change his gender.. but need 1200MC... dont know how much it cost.. we all keep saying d same thing when he said he love me.. change ur gender first! XD then he said.. he will marry me in real life.. <b>O.O</b> weuw.. sweat.. r u serious qbayy??but he really kind.. cant resist him.. he search d best equipment 4 me.. n when im being bullied,.. he come to slay that scaredy cat.. n in arena last night.. he accidentally kill me..then he give me link to kill him back... when i OTW, im killed by his team.. he come to my base just to die in my hand..we go AB together every night.. only 2 of us..<span style="font-size: large;"> </span><span style="color: #e06666;"><b><span style="font-size: large;">>////<</span></b></span><br />
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then lhei.. hes from philipines.. but live in malaysia.. can speak malay.. so he always call me sayang.. last night he ask me.. "will u marry me.. im not rich.. but ill do it 4 u if u want" =__=" then he shout to world he really love me n wanna marry me.. deadmen.. he already have wife/gf.. but keep joining qbayy say love me.. basara got 2wife.. also like my bro now... n ferr~~ ithough he still 18 or younger than me.. he 21 now.. he pm me last night.. saying he really love me the way i am... b4 i play dat game.. everyone do their job.. only shout for buying or selling.. but now keep playing like a big happy family.. really? i love u 2 ferr.. but how dare u kill me!!<br />
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in real life?? yea.. i met afy in fb.. nura bf bestfriend... i call him afy~ cute name right? hes playing football at ipoh n got restaurant lorh~ im hungry now.. hes too late.. if only we met earlier..maybe ill b his future wife.. <b><span style="color: blue;">d(e__e)b</span></b> just kidding.. mrB still need me.. i cant c him down.. whenever i scold him.. i know his stress but trying to control.. hes not well now.. fever maybe.. he always doing his best.. i knew it.. i should not fall in love wif afy now.. afy.. we should stop saying, kalau lah awak muncul lebih awal.. we should not!! im wif sum1.. u still single.. u should enjoy it.. u cant enjoy that moment once u b my bf..<br />
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nura.. r u ok dear? remember.. stop thinking bout fb.. u should wait till everything ok..9she dont know my blog, thats y im going to write her name) sorry nura.. =P Afy said, u try to call him afy but he said.. only me can call him that.. is that true?? hehe.. mrB.. im sorry.. dont worry.. i wont fall in love wif other till u said u really hate me.. ill try... thx mrB love u.. qbayy.. stop jealous.. if u jealous.. please change ur gender..chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-50387163497553359122012-09-26T05:31:00.001-07:002012-09-26T05:31:31.185-07:00why i always check his fb..? i meant yan... i hate to see his name still in relationship with my 2nd fb acc... but if he remove our relationship.. maybe it will hurt me more.. yan, do u really love me? care bout me? but why did u left me? sorry. i know i was mean to u.. n now.. i cant b like before begging for ur heart.. im wif mrB..<br />
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mrB? he treat me well.. just like a princess.. but i dont know how long it can last.. hmmm... now im boycott my fb.. XD why?</div>
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<li>i always stalk his fb everytime i on9...</li>
<li>my neighbour n yan fought at my wall..</li>
<li>im afraid one day when he wif other girls.. i would cry in front of him..</li>
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OMA~~ im wif mrB now.. so please stop thinking bout sum1 that never believe in me!!! sum1 that accused me for sumthing that i didnt do... i know its my fault.. when they said they love me n i said wanna b friend.. i know i should avoid them.. but FYI... i cant hate them just bcoz u feel jealous towards them... i call everyone sayang when im mad.. when i try to teach them.. n i didnt call u sayang coz u got sumthng that i didnt call others!!!<br />
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okay.,.. what else? yea.. i see kuro update.. =__=" jealous wif her english,, i wrote this blog like diary that i didnt write anything.. but kuro punya ayat macam english novel.. XD ao? yea i did see her blog too.. comment? no im afraid to comment anything~~ just kidding.. </div>
chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-29548090957576798392012-09-24T20:55:00.000-07:002012-09-24T21:26:36.897-07:00my story la..<h2>
<span style="background-color: cyan; color: white;"> my story</span><span style="background-color: cyan;"></span></h2>
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im not in mood.. actually i wanna update after few days im
dissapearing myself.. but.. when i check my fb... i dont think i wanna
open back my fb.. can i use bm today? ok this is my blog n im
allowed...<br />
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yan marah dengan post chi yang cakap "ingat
cik panda sorang terluka........." im hurt too.. n die marah macam2
dekat jiran sebelah chi.. sebab status tu jiran chi cakap nampak die
merempit dekat kawasan rumah chi... hmmm... chi xbleh balik dekat yan..
sebab die minta putus bukan sekali dua.. da masuk 30 kali tu bukan nye
normal.. memang betul, what u do u will get back..sebelum dengan yan,
chi asyik patahkan hati lelaki.. tiap kali orang luah perasaan chi
selalu cakap chi dah nak mati... takde masa nak bercinta.. and now.. chi
dah hampir mati sebab bercinta.. chi xbenci cinta.. but chi benci diri
chi yang tak mampu jujur cam dulu...<br />
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yan always said<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps"> that</span> <span class="hps">he</span> <span class="hps">had never known</span> <span class="hps">me before</span></span>..
yea.. i always pretending.. pretend to b sad n wanna sum1 ask me what
happen.. but no one ask.. =__=" but when im really sad n had a problem..
i always smile.. n cry.. but no one know what it means... they just
take it easy.. n say, thats her schizo come again.. so what if im schizo
girl.. im not mad at all.. but its really hurt me,..<br />
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adoiii..
malas pulak nak translate ayat diatas ke bm.. =__=" mrB said what ever
happen he always there for me.. but mrB pernah cakap, once i
choooooooose yan, he will leave me..n im realise.. i cant lose him too..
fik ade tanya..<br />
"kenapa kau pilih die.. kenapa kau couple dengan die tak nak couple dengan aku"<br />
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTumj3A9DRW17w1yBenrO2ROxZwTlem7pD0KFAP_svnZ935kBaq1PRvqILLRcm2LtrNauIFTQOzcCtjybEi5hkarBTcJ_Ypnk1JafkyUygRkj9z6Bydt0D5gL-IbpWARX6Dkwp7HBYfTUH/s1600/DSC00472.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTumj3A9DRW17w1yBenrO2ROxZwTlem7pD0KFAP_svnZ935kBaq1PRvqILLRcm2LtrNauIFTQOzcCtjybEi5hkarBTcJ_Ypnk1JafkyUygRkj9z6Bydt0D5gL-IbpWARX6Dkwp7HBYfTUH/s320/DSC00472.jpg" width="320" /></a>my answer juz.. "sebab dia ajak couple.. fik tak ajak pun" <br />
"kau suka dia betul2 ke main2..?"<br />
"mula2 main2.. tapi xtaw la cm dah suka.. kenapa?<br />
"macam mana kalau dia tinggalkan kau, dia mati ke ape ke?"<br />
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"mula2 terbiasa dengan die di sisi.. tapi dah lame2 terjatuh
hati.. tapi biarlah dia tak tahu sebab mana la tahu macam fik cakap,
kalau dia tinggalkan chi, xkesah la couple dengan ex die ke.. paling tak
biarlah die tak tahu perasaan chi.. sebab chi tak nak rasa sedih sebab
seseorang yang bukan milik chi.. lagi pun dia takkan rasa bersalah sebab
tinggalkan chi.. bagi die, die xde makna buat chi.. walaupun dia sangat
bermakna.."<br />
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then xsempat nk panjang lagi.. mrB da
balik dr toilet n nk gayut fon ngan chi.. domo arigatou.. sbb fik and
mrB sudi nyanyi banyak2 untuk chi malam tu.. (da pagi da pwn.,.) dr pkol
12-5pg duk gayut... XD macam2 lagu ade.. diorang de gak suruh nyanyi..
tapi chi mana rety nyanyi dkat laki.. huhu..<br />
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smlm g mandy air terjun.. best sangat.. XD coz ary isnin kan.. tak ramai
la.. banyak ruang privasi.. then g shopping.. hehe.. dpt new gown..
well.. like all of u know.. chi da xpkai la sluar2 jeans ni... fit sgt
smpai xleh jalan... so korang boleh la mintak klau nak.. ikutkan hati
nk bagi dai2.. tapi die mesti xmuat kalau chi da rase fit.. XD skunk
gadis melayu tak berapa nak akhir.. insyallah tengah kumpul baju kurung
plak..chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-29732151430842354412012-09-19T00:16:00.001-07:002012-09-19T00:16:42.159-07:00sore throat...huhu.. sakit tekak.. tak berhenti batuk muntah daarah.. TT~TT last night my friend call me n said ur voice like nuri.. how dare he said me like that.. huhu.. yea he really nice.. but dont know why he still not married.. maybe waiting for the right one~~<br />
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<br />then after tired msg wif mr B.. i ask him to call me.. he really worried bout me when keep hearing my cough.. sorry.. i told him im ok.. but he didnt believe me.. not like yan.. everytime i told yan im not well.. he will said.. when i go to ur house, u r fine n plz dont b childish... im still hurt.. mrB said "my mom send her regards.. XD n my aunt said ur cute.." domo arigatou~~ <span style="color: red; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">**blushing**</span><br />
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his mom ask him where did he met me.. n he said its a secret.. ok fine~~ i know its not normal thing.. just like when i met yan in fb.. ok3.. what should i write now? hmmm.. yan keep spying me.. how did i know? my neighbour said, she saw him... ok fine.. i hate to say this.. but please remember what u told me before.. u will never believe me.. even if i die.. u will never believe n u never know me.. n u feel glad.. happy.. if im not here anymore.. u will make party if i die! dont u remember? try to remind it.. i wish u see this post.. no matter what.. sum1 tell him my blog links.. i wish he read this.. opppss... sorry.. i almost forgot that u cant even write in english... n how can u understand my fail english?<br />
<br />chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-12949833741862870382012-09-18T00:46:00.001-07:002012-09-18T00:46:02.614-07:00please stop hurting my hearti admit.. its all my fault.. coz too stupid.. its not ur fault.. sorry yan.. everyone said ur d bad one n i should not ask u to forgive me.. but its me who always said bad things bout u.. n bout the picture in disco.. he said.. its all from google.. n he didnt go out wif any other girls.. i didnt check google yet.. coz im too afraid to know what really happen.. he the one who left me.. he should not!!!<br />
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now im trapped in this situation.. i love yan.. but i cant leave mr B just like that.. its really hurt.. i cant take it anymore.. i wish for yan.. but im too afraid if he will leave me again... 30 times he left me.. just imagine how stupid i am.. i miss him.. i really miss him.. but i should stop hurting myself... wuaaaaa!!! <span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">how</span> <span class="hps alt-edited">if</span> <span class="hps alt-edited">they met</span> <span class="hps">each other</span> <span class="hps">and</span> <span class="hps">began to</span> <span class="hps">fight..? Mr B said he would not fight back if that happen.. but i know yan will beat him no matter what.. yan never think before do anything..</span></span><br />
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<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">mrB.. u just tooooooo sweet for me.. my cotton candy.. my strawberry.. but i still cant forget yan.. how long will u wait..? </span></span><span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">I'm afraid</span> <span class="hps">you're gonna</span> <span class="hps">hurt.. but just dont leave me.. no matter what.. coz i cant go back to yan.. or i might hurt again.. anyway.. know what.. mrB said he want to buy couple ring for me.. but better not i said.. coz i didnt wear that things.. =__=" then he said, how bout couple watch.. watch huh? i cant wear it too.. the one that bubus (bos) love to wear.. XD n when he reach home he will msg me.. "eqa, mie teramek jam eqa" XD hehe.. </span></span><br />
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<span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">back to story.. then mrB ask.. how bout teddy bear.. errrk... yea i want it!! but better not.. i know.. every guy couple wif me or ask me for a date coz they want my money.. but yan never ask my money.. mrB? dont know.. we never go for a date.. =P</span></span>chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-27380951016528911792012-09-15T20:18:00.002-07:002012-09-15T20:18:17.958-07:00post by post.. day by day...<div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">
how many days i didnt update? its ok la... doesnt matter right? plus im not MIA~~ just got sum (some = my shortform la~~) prob... so many things happen in this few days... first.. yan change his fb password... n i know what it meant... i already see that pic... he hangout at disco, wif other girls... n drunk.. n yesterday he send me msg... he said im d reason why he back to his old life... n he really hate me.. he said, he will throw his phone if i didnt give the right answer he wanna hear..</div>
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yesterday.. i hangout wif kuro.. plus this is d 3rd day i didnt have any voice... XD first we hangout at pkns, pas n sacc... from 12pm-2pm.. XD that time i got my voice back... so mrB said.. hey.. da ok pulak suara.. XD then back to kuro house... then i got msg from my family.. my bro injured coz sum1 beat him up... i walk from kuro house till my grandma house.. its hurt me.. stupid jaja.. he told her bro.. my bro ask him to do bad things.. hey!! its u d one who wanna do it.. i know my bro.. forget that..</div>
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they said they come wif kancil.. actually not.. its new saga.. wuaaa.. so stupid la u guys... ok.. yea im not feeling well.. coz i always got vision.. n i see kuro in my mind.. its hurt me... i know sumthng make kuro feel anxious.. they're ok.. but not their friends.. ok sori.. but thats what i feel.. then fik n d other boy.. keep asking.. "Kuro, did u have bf.." XD kuro so cute la u... since kuro said she already wif sum1 else.. fik make a joke.. asking mrB to flirt kuro n let him b wif me.. =__=" why suddenly im involve in this things??? but i like mrB answer.. gf cant b bluetooth or infrared.. n he wanna make me his wife.. XD cant b bluetooth? yea sure.. thx mr B~~</div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">we reach home at 12pm.. no plus minit or second.. good job.. XD erk.. mrB drive ok.. so never think anything.. ^__^ anyway thx 4take me out...</span> <span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i><b>domo arigatou~~</b></i></span>chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-73207772561205953002012-09-13T17:59:00.001-07:002012-09-13T17:59:06.904-07:00why im so stubborn? i should stop loving him.. yesterday he mad at me.. he ask for my fb email n password.. i told him.. its auto sign up.. but he didnt believe me.. i told him.. kuro d only one know my password... n he call me stupid *****.. i told him... all my email, my friends email, n yan auto sign in..<br />
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B said he really like me.. but i cant love him like yan.. maybe coz hes not my type.. he treat me well.. but yan know how to attach me.. hmmm..i dont know.. i should end my story wif yan.. coupling for 30 times.... n only last for 2 days.. we already broke up for 30 times... <br />
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yea.. his sis? hmm.. wearing sumthng that really short n some didnt wear anything... is that adik? u call me stupid.. how bout u? calling "CYUNK" wif all girls.. flirting here n there.. then say.. no la.. thats my friend gf.. what ur stupid friends gf calling u abang sayang? hmmm... do u really love me yan? u never believe in me.. everything i do.. just make me look stupid.. i know im not pretty or sexy nor cute.. but thanks for leave me 30 times...<br />
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know what..? i hurt many people bcoz of u.. i keep all secret by myself.. n its like im gonna die.. but kuro n Mr B said.. no matter what.. they will never leave me... n i do believe in kuro.. but mrB... a guy will leave a girl once that girl said.. i love sum1 else.. am i right? coz that his promise.. B said.. he will stay as long as i still love him.. but i didnt love him... IDK!!! help me.. im dying just to b wif yan that never appreciate me..chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-23406742142595975622012-09-11T05:38:00.002-07:002012-09-11T05:38:44.400-07:00kekuro chachan<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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i miss him so much.. but hes not mine anymore.. i should stop.. but i keep remembering him... just now i got call from sum1 that need my statement bout yan.. sory.. i wont give it whatever u gonna do.. i didnt mind.. n if u threatening me.. i can report u back ok..<br />
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hmmm... then kuro.. terharu gile la.. she call me just wanna ask.. "are u ok? i just read ur blog.." OMA~~ yea.. im not really ok.. coz u my real BFF! when i hide sumthing.. u know it.. but u keep acting like u dont know anything!! i hate u kuro!! i hate u so much coz u really understand me.. i hate that i cant lie to u... u my bff... from d day i meet u till d end of our life...i really cant hate u like i told u.. TT~TT i should not keep any secret from her.. coz she always know what happen.. she just need me to tell her first..<br />
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thx kuro.. keep calling me today.. i know u reading my blog.. so i just wanna say "jangan perasan ok.. i hate u.. =P" hmmm.. but u know kuro.. i really love yan.. i think so.. but i cant go back wif him.. i hope so..chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-17006813839117646282012-09-10T08:22:00.001-07:002012-09-10T08:22:30.674-07:00i feel so distressed... just like gazette said.. distressful and coma.. im going to coma in just a while.. what happen? should u ask? yea u should coz i didnt story it yet.. i know i should straight to the point...<br />
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actually..yan and i... broke up... for 29 times.. i hate to say this.. coz we cant get along anymore... hmmm.. its ok.. thats mean we're not mean for each other.. kuro.. daidai.. i wish both of u here.. like im still innocent kid... like i never get serious in love.. when i still hate boys..<br />
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hmm.. i really love yan.. i knew that.. but i hate him in the same time.. coz my bro hate him.. they always fought.. n i cant stop remembering.. the words he will take my mom blood and pour it at ...... i cant say it.. i really hate to say it.. coz i really love him.. i do.. i wish he is the last one.. but hes not.. B said he will accept me no matter what.. i msg him just now.. i said.. i dont wanna live anymore.. i wish to end my life.. but B make me laugh.. he said.. if i dont stop crying.. i will have beard.. then being a goat.. how dare.. TT~TT but then he ask.. "dah mndy ke blom?" XD then he say im stink.. ok fine.. i already take my bath.. so u cant call me stinky..<br />
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he ask me whether i wanna b his partner... his cousin (fik) will b witness.. then fik really wish im wif his cousin.. b4 this he said im stupid coz still wif yan.. hmmm.. i dont know.. i really do love him.. but he really mean.. i wish for him.. but he choose to leave me forever...chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9084937745722260689.post-2597816222997644752012-09-08T07:59:00.001-07:002012-09-08T07:59:41.179-07:00crazy lovehmm.. i never thought everything gonna change.. yesterday i remove joey... then at midnight.. i've got call from stranger.. he ask can we b friends.. then only i know.. fik.. =__= how stupid are u.. giving my number to ur cousin.. but thats ok... coz i forgot his name.. dont tell him.. so i used him as SS.. XD SS call me using his number till his last credit without know sumthng.. he can use super savers.. =__="<br />
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then he call me using fik number.. then he topup and call me till 4am.. IDK how much credit it cost.. coz at 3rd time call.. he forgot to use supersavers.. actually fik scold me yesterday.. he said.. i should find sum1 better than yan.. actually i forgot to tell him im back wif yan.. plus today fik say sorry coz give my number to SS.. actually i didnt mind.. coz SS make me laugh all night.. XD i didnt cheat my fan ok.. i already told SS n A (my fb friend) that i got yan.. but they keep saying that they really love me n if yan leave me they will take yan place.. they got similarity.. 3 of them like the way i talk.. but i really hate the way i talk.. like a kid.. keep giving fact that i read from sumwhere n story bout disney, sanrio and bandai.. =__= and my habit words.. they keep saying that im different..<br />
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ok fine.. not every girl have the same sense.. n i already told them.. they got good job, and they can find sum1 better than me.. sum1 that cute, that really love them.. n the most important.. sum1 that not others girlfriends.. SS really touch my heart.. he keep saying he will wait no matter what.. IDK how to stop him from loving me.. it might hurt him.. im stuck.. i dont wanna hurt any1 like before.. its enough.. if sum1 need to b hurt.. let it b me.. im too afraid sumthing will happen.. yan said.. he change a lot bcoz of me.. so i cant leave him althought he flirting wif other girl..<br />
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i hate this feeling.. im hurting everyone.. not only them.. maybe other girl.. that really love them.. im sorry.. i hope my life would end so no one will get hurt.. im NOT pretty.. and i NOT perfect.. so please.. leave me.. i cant b wif u guys while yan still need me...chiyo ♫ shirohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10306024544953493273noreply@blogger.com0