stupid lover

hidup ni tak selalu indah... hmmm.. i hate that words... why?? coz i wish thats true.. but it seems like not sometime.. but everytime.. im broken hearted just bcoz of one guy.. am i stupid? we broke up for many times... but we back together...27times if im not mistaken.. i know im stupid... no need to repeat that.. but i just cant leave him althought im suffering from his action..

yea... there got many guys out there... they said they love me.. and can give everything that i wish... but im still cant love them back.. i know its better choose sum1 that love us than love sum1.. but thats the problem... ill try that till i meet him.. i hate him coz hes playboy.. but when he said i should try date wif him.. i start to like him n fall in love wif him... yea... the right quotes for this scene "tak kenal maka tak cinta".. hmmm.. what he did? i didnt story yet? it something that i shouldnt story.. such embarassing... but one thing.. im loyal to him althought im naive... and always being fooled by him and others... but that doesnt mean he can couple wif others n do anything wrong wif other girls... im not dead yet.. FYI im not a toy... and i always love u like no others..

hmmm im the most stupid girl that keep waiting for u.. today only got 2 person asking for my phone number n ask for couple n wanna married wif me.. errrkkk.. i said no.. again... =__= why i keep waiting for u!!! TT~TT i cant b like this.. hmmm... but im sure u will change one day... n ill b d only one in ur heart till i die... oww plz dont ask am i okay... u already know... TT~TT

hmmm.. everyone got their bad n good side... and im more to bad i think.. coz keep hurting everyone around me.. i want them to care bout me.. but never understand their feeling..hmmm.. i fought wif my bro.. that make me feel like no more tomorrow.. but we getting okay back.. coz i know.. whatever happen he still my bro.. and even one of us being killed.. we will lost half our soul.. so we keep take care each other.. sorry mom coz i already involved myself in his matter n im in danger.. but not for a long time,.. coz i still can pretend like i didnt do anything.. if that make u happy mom..

now im confusing myself.. not only my bro.. but my feeling.. my love.. i know.. im back to yan.. that bcoz of u idiot!! i love u before.. i never feel like that before.. u make me in mess.. u make me waiting ur call.. everynight... but u left me after that day! i hate u but still  love u.. sorry but u too late.. im already belong to my ex aka my bf now..

Q.. he back in my life.. n now hes in my top friend.. haha.. hes my ex before.. but why should i care... niwa also my ex but turn to my best friend.. last night we didnt sleep sms each others.. and got many story.. n we talk bout fashion n much more... n also bout korean n japanese that he really crazy bout..

HH!! long time dint hear right? heeee.. hes so cute.. the other day ill sms him using my mom number.. at first he said "jgn maen2.." then i make my smiley.. n he say.. he know its me from my smiley.. =__= and he call me serigala jadian.. sengal punya mamat.. XD

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hey i just realised.. why its all bout guy? let me think bout girl... hmm... sam shes busy with her chores.. kuro still MIA... chiya n kak el... no idea what going on... hmmm.. mida.. she make me worried.. whether she ok or not.. hmm.. hopefully she ok.. n of coz b d happiest person.. hey.... chiya birthday is coming up.. what should i do? should i make a cake or buy him sumthing? hmmm... KURO!! if u see this.. i just wanna say.. i miss u.. wanna hangout? remember this mcflurry? hehe.. everyone!! know what.. even we always fought... we still best friend forever.. d best bff... since im still a kid.. we keep buying mcflurry for ourself.. n she knows every single of my tears...