stop it.. idiot qbayy.. keep playing my char yesterday said i love u qbayy.. hey thats not me.. i didnt say that.. stop it.. its not a joke.. im really afraid this will turn more bad.. ariel.. dont misunderstand wif me.. stop sulking.. i didnt mean anything.. waaaaaaaaaaa i just wanna shout now.. please anyone.. just kill me..
mmy neighbour kill himself last night.. coz he fough wif his wife n then his wife run from home.. n he kill himself.. -_- indian.. forget it..
hey my idiot prince.. please c0me fast.. my heart already full of scars n wound..stars.. im wishing HE is my prince.. i cant promise him 100 babies like he want.. but i will grow old wif him.. i cant promise ill b angel for him.. but he will always b my beast... i really think my beast will come for me even im not belle.. hey u promise will come for me.. n we will get married.. or is that just a lie? im tired hear that.. but when u say that i keep hoping for that.. i keep dreaming u this 3 days... every night i dream bout u..so weird..
n i keep writting n typing coz u.. i really want u now.. i hope i can ignore u n forget u.. but too hard..
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its really hard to take care everyone heart.. yea im crying now.. i cant lie my canvas..my ex keep calling but i didnt answer.. mrB calling too.. but i didnt answer it too.. n now.. ariel jealous wif qbayy again.. i saw him wif his LOVER... n ariel saw me wif qbayy.. all too complicated.. im really stress.. wif 2 indo ppl in game so fanatic n creating war.. im not saying bout country.. but this 2 ppl.. coz even indo ppl in this game hate them.. thats mean they really have soul problem.. n think i said bad things bout them when i said, go pray now coz ive done n im more calm n didnt mad like crazy ppl.. wew.. i know when im mad really like crazy ppl.. shouting alone.. so im just asking that..
but d most funny things they call everyone dogs n idiot.. but actually they r d idiot.. coz they cant understand english.. n shouting alone when no one answer.. silly right?
waaaaaaaaa... please smile.. my heart.. please dont beat like this.. its really hurt.. grrr.. dont love him or any guy now.. please heart listen to me.. u avoid qbayy b4 coz he married.. so its not possible to avoid ariel.. soon he will marry his girl.. please wake up.. theres no love for me.. maybe got.. but maybe he already die.. coz till now he didnt spawn yet.. only that i can think..wew.. i just recover.. now my fever back again.. feel dizzy..
atleast i never lie like u ariel.. when i saw u wif ur spouse at fb.. u said she just ex.. but she said she is ur gf.. when u say u duno she change ur fb cover n dp.. i know u lie.. coz u like that pic n she comment it.. if she change it.. she wont talking wif herself there.. n when u say u love me i know thats not true.. coz if u love me.. u wont treat me like this.. u duno bout me too.. i saw u happy wif ur 2 gf there.. so u dont need 3rd gf or u will b more troubled..coz im d trouble maker..
what wif my heart? its not important.. coz i believe 1 day.. my prince will come n take me away from all this.. even 10000 girls flirting he will said im d only one.. i believe that.. feel like ive heard it b4... but not from my prince.. ariel used to said that.. but only 1 time.. n im sure his girl didnt online that time.. nvm.. ill search sum1 who willing to do that for me.. n ill wait d guy who really sincere n honest wif me.. n sum1 who didnt love me coz my face.. im tired wif all compliment.. always bout my appearance.. not my inner..
in this time i really cant think anything except qbayy words.. find sum1 in my real life who will bring happiness.. n ariel shud thanks to qbayy.. if qbayy didnt scold me.. ariel wont have a chance to b wif me.. even just for short time.. thats girl heart.. if u throw it n other ppl take it n take care.. u will lose that heart.. n maybe sum1 will take my heart.. for sure i dont want sum1 from my past.. coz they already dissapoint me..
if i can choose.. i just want honest guy that will love me n take care me till my last breath.. he will patience when im mad.. n he will never leave me.. he will comfort me when im cry.. n he will b my imam n guidance.. is it too much?
but d most funny things they call everyone dogs n idiot.. but actually they r d idiot.. coz they cant understand english.. n shouting alone when no one answer.. silly right?
waaaaaaaaa... please smile.. my heart.. please dont beat like this.. its really hurt.. grrr.. dont love him or any guy now.. please heart listen to me.. u avoid qbayy b4 coz he married.. so its not possible to avoid ariel.. soon he will marry his girl.. please wake up.. theres no love for me.. maybe got.. but maybe he already die.. coz till now he didnt spawn yet.. only that i can think..wew.. i just recover.. now my fever back again.. feel dizzy..
atleast i never lie like u ariel.. when i saw u wif ur spouse at fb.. u said she just ex.. but she said she is ur gf.. when u say u duno she change ur fb cover n dp.. i know u lie.. coz u like that pic n she comment it.. if she change it.. she wont talking wif herself there.. n when u say u love me i know thats not true.. coz if u love me.. u wont treat me like this.. u duno bout me too.. i saw u happy wif ur 2 gf there.. so u dont need 3rd gf or u will b more troubled..coz im d trouble maker..
what wif my heart? its not important.. coz i believe 1 day.. my prince will come n take me away from all this.. even 10000 girls flirting he will said im d only one.. i believe that.. feel like ive heard it b4... but not from my prince.. ariel used to said that.. but only 1 time.. n im sure his girl didnt online that time.. nvm.. ill search sum1 who willing to do that for me.. n ill wait d guy who really sincere n honest wif me.. n sum1 who didnt love me coz my face.. im tired wif all compliment.. always bout my appearance.. not my inner..
in this time i really cant think anything except qbayy words.. find sum1 in my real life who will bring happiness.. n ariel shud thanks to qbayy.. if qbayy didnt scold me.. ariel wont have a chance to b wif me.. even just for short time.. thats girl heart.. if u throw it n other ppl take it n take care.. u will lose that heart.. n maybe sum1 will take my heart.. for sure i dont want sum1 from my past.. coz they already dissapoint me..
if i can choose.. i just want honest guy that will love me n take care me till my last breath.. he will patience when im mad.. n he will never leave me.. he will comfort me when im cry.. n he will b my imam n guidance.. is it too much?
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feel so cold tonight.. i cant sleep anymore.. its really hurt me.. how stvpid i am.. i shud stop believing what guy promise.. this joke is d worse thing happen to me.. qbayy right i shud not easily believe in others.. but he hurt me first.. now ariel.. yea thats ur ex... so sweet u can hug n kiss her.. share same ring.. now u set all ur fb full of ur photo wif her.. thx b4.. im off my skype now..
dont worry.. ill forget all this soon.. i told u.. im used to it.. no guys sincere n honest wif me... u know why i never say i love u to any guy? coz this will happen.. d love have lose its meaning.. u regret know d real me? yea.. im more crazy than u know.. n FYI im more regret knowing u.. if i know u will keep telling a lie.. i will stay away from u.. u really idiot.. u hate me call that? but thats what u looks like.. u dont know d meaning of love.. its not just to have fun n make love.. but trust and loyal to each other..
if u love me u wont do that...
if u love me u wont cheat on me..
if u love me u will never accused me..
if u love me u will never doubt me..
if u love me u wont hurt me..
if u love me u wont say u will leave me..
unless tomorrow is d end of ur life...
(feel more irrittating.. bro can u go away n stop asking me? n stop making sound when u eat..)
really stress n tired now..... hey? why all guy i met n know keep cheating on me? sometimes i feel better didnt get married coz guy never honest when wif me... (stop it bro.. dont mess wif me now) lazy to type coz my bro.. but for u ariel arandia.. thx 4 ur fake love..
dont worry.. ill forget all this soon.. i told u.. im used to it.. no guys sincere n honest wif me... u know why i never say i love u to any guy? coz this will happen.. d love have lose its meaning.. u regret know d real me? yea.. im more crazy than u know.. n FYI im more regret knowing u.. if i know u will keep telling a lie.. i will stay away from u.. u really idiot.. u hate me call that? but thats what u looks like.. u dont know d meaning of love.. its not just to have fun n make love.. but trust and loyal to each other..
if u love me u wont do that...
if u love me u wont cheat on me..
if u love me u will never accused me..
if u love me u will never doubt me..
if u love me u wont hurt me..
if u love me u wont say u will leave me..
unless tomorrow is d end of ur life...
(feel more irrittating.. bro can u go away n stop asking me? n stop making sound when u eat..)
really stress n tired now..... hey? why all guy i met n know keep cheating on me? sometimes i feel better didnt get married coz guy never honest when wif me... (stop it bro.. dont mess wif me now) lazy to type coz my bro.. but for u ariel arandia.. thx 4 ur fake love..
bad bad day
really stress.. everything not smooth today.. keep fight wif all of them.. first my friend kitkat.. i fight wif him coz he cheat me n say bad things till hurt me.. then everyone really annoying me.. n ariel accuse me say he saw me wif qbayy sitting together.. grrr.. he really make me mad.. n qbayy.. he shud reject my team invitation if he already do.. waste all.. grrrrrrrrr.... now i really hate them..
ok i know my fault.. bout qbayy yes its my fault.. but others problem all start from them.. well i told u its normal if im act like small kid but not all of u.. i admit im still small.. not like u.. already almost 13.,. still fighting wif kids like me.. grrrrrrrrrrr...
and my mom.. she really addict to bowling now.. maybe thats good.. atleast she got sumthng to do other than sleep n driving.. better that way.. me? well.. who say i dont have activity.. mine better.. everyday i chat n typing.. but lately i feel its like b4.. im sick again.. i dont know why.. but i realize sumthng.. im skinny than b4.. yea ao said i look more fad coz she didnt see me for a long time.. but daidai n ao bro said im more slim now.. actually my face too.. not chubby like b4.. im blood vomit again.. hmmm.. actually i already know why this happen.. but i duno why its hard for me to accept that.. its from my mom.. my illness from my mom..
my blood not like others.. n ive got lungs problem.. its hard to tell u this.. coz i actually dont understand what its mean.. i dont want to hear what they said that time.. coz it make me feel how useless i am.. cant protect myself.. normal if im faint.. normal if anythings happen.. lately i almost faint n shaking everytime i sad o mad... b4 only shaking.. if i mad i will faint... if i cry my head feel almost explode...
this blog already like my diary... but diary that i dont tell others d bad most bad things happen to me.. n d most big sin i ever do... am i pretender? pretend to b angel.. n pretend like no one try to kill me.. they do more bad than killing me;.. n i do more bad things than killing others..
ok i know my fault.. bout qbayy yes its my fault.. but others problem all start from them.. well i told u its normal if im act like small kid but not all of u.. i admit im still small.. not like u.. already almost 13.,. still fighting wif kids like me.. grrrrrrrrrrr...
and my mom.. she really addict to bowling now.. maybe thats good.. atleast she got sumthng to do other than sleep n driving.. better that way.. me? well.. who say i dont have activity.. mine better.. everyday i chat n typing.. but lately i feel its like b4.. im sick again.. i dont know why.. but i realize sumthng.. im skinny than b4.. yea ao said i look more fad coz she didnt see me for a long time.. but daidai n ao bro said im more slim now.. actually my face too.. not chubby like b4.. im blood vomit again.. hmmm.. actually i already know why this happen.. but i duno why its hard for me to accept that.. its from my mom.. my illness from my mom..
my blood not like others.. n ive got lungs problem.. its hard to tell u this.. coz i actually dont understand what its mean.. i dont want to hear what they said that time.. coz it make me feel how useless i am.. cant protect myself.. normal if im faint.. normal if anythings happen.. lately i almost faint n shaking everytime i sad o mad... b4 only shaking.. if i mad i will faint... if i cry my head feel almost explode...
this blog already like my diary... but diary that i dont tell others d bad most bad things happen to me.. n d most big sin i ever do... am i pretender? pretend to b angel.. n pretend like no one try to kill me.. they do more bad than killing me;.. n i do more bad things than killing others..