feelings : hate...

i hate everything bout me... i hate everyone... why cant they see and know what i need n do... when im pretend that i dont care bout them.. they think that im not a good friend.. but did they ever know what i have sacrificed 4 them... they so stupid to understand this... how come i said that i really need n really love to b their friend or part of the family...

i wish they could understand me more than me myself... but seem like its will always stay as my wish.. it wouldnt come true... coz they never know how much i apprecaite them...its only within my feeling... plus i think its time to b like other... pretend good as angel infront other,.. be bad as devil when they didnt see...

i know... not all my friends did this to me... coz one of them chat with me right now... thx illya... love u as friend...